Daniel Hill
National Youth Pride Services
Daniel Hill is the leader of our national program for black LGBT youth with a disability called SWAG.
I am hearing impaired and lived with it since I was 4.
I first find out that I was gay when I was 7, but I didn’t know what was gay was at that time. I just always had some kinds of attraction to males.
My disability has somewhat made me stand out from the LGBT crowd. However I used to be very insecure and shy about it.
I never had much of a teen social life growing up until I was 18,when I finally embraced it.
I feel that the LGBT population doesn’t pay enough attention for the ones who have disability. I felt as if the LGBT population only have one face. Often time I do not feel apart of the LGBT community.
I did not find it easy at all, because we are the minority in the LGBT community. We don’t see them (LGBT people with a disability) much that often.
To this day, I cant really say I know anyone else that has a disability in the (black) LGBT community.
I don’t think that there is enough (HIV) education specifically for the disability. Its always just a general thing to the (able) LGBT community.
I never thought about committing suicide, however there’s time I would be very depressed and self-hating
because I didn’t have friends that actually know what Im going through – not even my family at that time.
Most of my gay experience was at high school, most of my years I spent being the quiet kid, I found it to be easier to avoid anything in school.
My family deals with my sexuality a lot better now than when I came out when I was 16. They had been more understanding than they were before.
I hope that NYPS can bring more visibility to people like us. I want people to know that LGBT people are every race, size, kinds etc,, even disability.
We want to feel more included.
I would tell others like me that living with a disability doesn’t mean you cant do anything, look at it as a challenge and its up to us if we want to win or lose.
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"Fear Eats the Soul"
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